be smart

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It's hard to be smart.



I am always honest to myself.

Used to be I was not.I don't remember

from when I became so.



I've tried to be patient.I've tried to be

calm.



Am I emotional? Is that bad thing?

I'm just honest to myself as I always

be.



Be smart! Someone told me.

However things not that simple.

Be cute! Someone told me.

I've tried,yeah,I did,but I'm not sure

if it worked or not.



Maybe I'm almost there,and it's there

where I can reach.



Eventually,that means "I still have to try harder".